Kiamoy

MY JUNK (Spring Awakening)

In the midst of this nothing. This miss of a life.
Still there’s this one thing just to see you go by.

It’s almost like lovin’. Sad as that is.

May not be cool, but it’s so where I live.

It’s like I’m your lover or more like your ghost.
I spend the day wondering what you do, where you go.

I try and just kick it but then what can I do.
We’ve all got our junk, and my junk is you.

See us, winter walking after a storm.
It’s chill in the wind but it’s warm in your arms.
Stumble snow blind, may not be true.
We’ve all got our junk, and my junk is you.

Well, you’ll have to excuse me, I know it’s so off.

I love when you do stuff that’s rude and so wrong.

I go up to my room, turn the stereo on…
Shoot up some you, and the you is some song.

I lie back just driftin’ and play out these scenes
I ride on the rush of all the hopes  all the dreams.

I may be neglecting the things I should do.
But we’ve all got our junk, and my junk is you.

See we still keep talkin’ after you’re gone.
You still with me then feels so good in my arms.
They say you go blind, maybe it’s true.
We’ve all got our junk, and my junk is you.

It’s like we stop time. What can I do?
We’ve all got our junk, and my junk is you.
My junk is you.
My junk is you.
You. You. You.

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the lyrics somehow reflect how i feel right now….echos!

i need to have my wisdom tooth extracted.
masakit na nga sa panga, masakit pa sa bulsa.
so help me God.

4 kinds of rejection
true positive 
false positive
true negative
false negative

then everything became so f***in clear.

(special thanks to chris tan for enlightening me even if he was clearly talking about marketing strategies)

what really happened during our "wouldn’t it be nice" eggkada trip in pampanga/subic??

PCE summer getaway — come south, cam sur!

blogging from the egg office while waiting for hannah.melvin is sleeping. plan to tie him up and drag him all the way to pampanga. tintin as usual wants to know our whereabouts. 9:30 ang usapan at 10am na. yikes. pero excited ako since this is our first eggkada out of town trip this year. hope it will be as fun and memorable as galera.

jens,trish,jo,brig,mark

wish you were here…

im not going to do it "student-style" where you get two amazing months to do whatever you want. nope, sadly i am now a member of the workforce which means that the only vacations i get are the government-mandated ones.

i wake up at 11am and eat sinangag/bread and bacon/hotdog with scrambled eggs which my oh-so-generous brother has set aside for me. sometimes i eat a completely different meal and he gets upset ("tsk,tsk, tinira ko pa naman yan para sa ‘yo tapos hindi mo pala kakainin" )awww…

12nn - i usually don’t eat lunch (see above) but sometimes my parents get angry since we have to eat together as i family so i  dine with them even if my stomache says otherwise.

1pm - i eat lunch (if my parents let me get away with it)

3pm - tita tere cooks fishballs, i get pancit malabon from downstairs, denise makes juice and my entire family is gathered once again in our most favorite part of the house: the kitchen.

6pm - we munch on chichirya while watching the buzz. our motto: bawal tumigil ngumuya!

8pm - we eat whatever lola cooked for dinner and leftover lunch (note that these two are usually composed of entirely different dishes) and of course, mango shake!

10pm - we throw a "party" for ourselves which basically means watching whatever is on cable and munch on popcorn, juice and more junk food

12mn - we see each other in the kitchen, munching cake or left over junkfood which is our….hehe. midnight snack

we say our prayers (lord, please properly digest all the food we consumed) and sleep.

we wake up and the same thing happens all over again.

and the weirdest thing is…

we are all so freakingly thin. spend a weekend with us and see for yourself.

i DARE ‘ya

tourismnegosyo=summer getaway
bohol bee farm. white water rafting. camsur watersports complex. zoobic safari adventure. callos spa. sanctuario spa.

jino/mikka/je/john/denise graduation=cebu-bohol holyweek trip

laderas+titaj=boraaaa!!!

so little time. so much to do!

tara na, byahe tayo! who’s coming with me? kahit wala aalis pa rin ako!!!!!!!

now if i can only figure out how to get my friggin’ leave approved.

an officemate heard me listening to music, jumping from one genre to another (Video Killed the Radio Star to Masquerade of Phantom of the Opera) go figure.

so i tried pandora.com

the first song must be a personal selection so i picked Alanis M and they played Hands Clean. after this they’re supposed to pick another one that i might supposedly like. hmmm. interesting…

they play Two Steps by Gemma Hayes and this is the first time I’ve heard this song and since im more into "lyrics" than the actual melody i googled the lyrics:

Gemma Hayes Two Step
Lyrics

Two steps closer, than i had in mind,
But i am good at the cold shoulder
I lost myself, trying to catch the sun
I gave you everything, left myself with none

Well, i’m living straight now you’re not on my mind
My sweet addiction, always at the side

Stop chasing every little thing that sparks
You’ll carry all you ever need in your heart
Stop chasing every little thing

I’m sorry but i’m restless
The closer it gets, the less i need it
I lost myself trying to catch the sun
Turn the corner, now walk on

Stop chasing every little thing that sparks
You’ll carry all you ever need in your heart
Stop chasing every little thing that sparks
You’ll carry all you ever need in your heart

Oh, wait a minute more
Cos you almost said it out, oh wait a minute more
Cos you almost said it, say it to me now

Stop chasing every little thing that sparks
You’ll carry all you ever need in your heart
Stop chasing every little thing that sparks
You’ll carry all you ever need in your heart

Stop chasing every little thing that sparks
(it always sparkles from a distance)
You’ll carry all you ever need in your heart
(it’ll burn you in an instant)

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the stars are trying to tell me something. cosmic shit, eh?

surreal and not-so-nice. what transpired over the weekend was definitely not a good way to reunite with your old friends but it also felt nice knowing that when push comes  to shove, we were still there for each other. been such a long time since we got together and i’m hoping next time we’ll all be in better and happier places.